Thursday, June 3, 2010
I'm sorry
I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you think.
When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did find.
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?
Or should I keep my feelings inside,
Keep them locked up, let them hide?
I just don't know what to do anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So even if I'm just a friend,
I'll always love you until the end.
well, i just got this to post, not updating recently. so this is it.
ps : thanks for everything and i won't regret a single thing <3
Labels: I wont and i will not
|aFiQ MoLeY| 6:10 AM|
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Sweet & Sour
okay peepos! finally Mid-Year Exams over. well, its kinda hard and i know that i didn't give it all for certain subject. heheh. But my target for O level is still there. deep down in my heart! ahahahah! kay we're planning to figure out our band name. hahahah! and Sweet and Sour came abiout. hahaha it just suits us. LOL. kay i guess im lazy to type more. busy with L4D2. hahahahahah. see you soon hahaha.
ps : im sorry yet i'm happy
Labels: I love you
|aFiQ MoLeY| 2:00 AM|
Friday, May 7, 2010
Jeng Jeng Jeng !!!
We Sometimes Get So Busy
That We Not Make A Fuss
About The One We Care For
And Who Mean So Much To Us..........
BUT ,
You Can Be Sure That You're Thought Of
And LOVED A Whole Lot Too,
Because There Could Never Be,
Anymore Dear Than You .......
ps : You happy, So Am I
Labels: only one dear
|aFiQ MoLeY| 2:30 AM|
Friday, April 23, 2010
Just Wanna Be With You
No one knows Why I'm into you .
Cause they'll never know what its like to walk in my shoes
No one knows, the things we've been through .
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
Thats why i'll break through .
ps : the reason is you, Dear.
Labels: GOSH, I miss how we used to be
|aFiQ MoLeY| 8:56 AM|
Thursday, April 22, 2010
WHO I AM HATES WHO I'VE BEEN !
I watched the proverbial sunrise, Coming up over the Pacific and You might think I'm losing my mind, But I will shy away from the specifics......,......I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up. Grrrrr!
Stop right there.!
That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line.?
Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there.!
Well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back.
At first, i didn't want you to know who i am Because then, youll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been. And there is no place to live my LIFE !
ps : You changed EVERYTHING
Labels: I want you to know that i miss you .
|aFiQ MoLeY| 6:21 AM|
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Sports Day 2010 / Lepaking, 339 !
Olrite people, today's sports day. i love my class t-shirt, my Amethyst House ( padahal Emerald), and we won actually due to the 5N gerekness! haha. then we went pizza hut to eat. yum yum!!! and we proceeded to 339 to lepak. and its raining so heavily after i sang the song Thunder, hahahah! sorie guys tak dapat maen bola. tapi dapat maen hujan kan. tgk skrng aku dah nak sakit. hahahah! tak pasal ah tu, as long i have fun with you guys sudah.
Now, i've been wondering why the things i most wanted, someone i really wants to be with, some place where i want to go to/ don't want to go, i will tend not to get it more or like not near it or towards it. Okay, now im beginning to be lazy to type, so will post more when something exciting happen!
ps : i wish we could start over again.
Labels: that strange and fishy feeling is really killing me
|aFiQ MoLeY| 5:53 AM|
Saturday, April 10, 2010
_ _ _
I've been alone without you. Inside my mind. And in my dreams I've Hugged You A thousand times. I sometimes see you.
I can see it in your eyes, I can see it in your smile. You're all I've ever wanted.
And my arms are open wide, 'cause i dont know just what to say,
And i dont know just what to do, Cuz I want to tell you so much
I love you.
I long to see the sunlight in your hair, And tell you time and time again
How much I care, Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
, I've just got to let you know, 'cause I wonder where you are And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or am i still hurting you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you
Labels: everything just came to an end
|aFiQ MoLeY| 11:27 AM|
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
It Actually Happened
Sorrow is a lonely feeling, Unsettled is a painful place.
I've lived with both forever till whenever, Since we've parted ways.
I've been wrestling with my conscience, And I found myself to blame.
If there's to be any resolution, I've got to peel my pride away.
I've got something to say,If confession is the road to healing.
Forgiveness is the promised land,I'm reaching out in my conviction.
I'm longing to make amends. So, I'm sorry for the words I've spoken,
For I've betrayed a friend. We've got a love that's worth preserving
And a bond I will be no longer defending. *sighs*
In my pursuit of God, I thirst for holiness, As I approach the Truth, I must consider this.
Offences unresolved, they'll keep me from the throne, Before I go to, my wrong must be atoned.
If there's to be any resolution, please tell me because i have a Question.
Just between you and me,
I've got something' to say and
I wanna get it straight.
Labels: why do i keep checking on my phone when i know there'll be no one there ?
|aFiQ MoLeY| 3:36 AM|
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Only One ______ !
well people, i've not been updating so much since a while. hmmm, some problems to solve as usual. now, im facing the most fragile problem but the problem was resolved yestrday. Since then, everything came back in my mind bout you and me. sighs. but maybe its the best for you, "you happy, so am i" ....im gonna stick to that phrase forever. Bolly, MJ12 really means nthng now as you're with your own stuffs and im doing mine too. really2 miss the time spent together, the laughter, ups and downs, even sharing bout the personal problems. i've told you, among my past, you're the BEST-est (: thanks for the wonderful time, you've changed me alot since day 1 i know you and im not gonna change myslf back to who i am after losing you. so all the promises i made will be kept with me and ii dont wanna betray your trust. once again, im sorry for all the imperfections and wrongdoings. please forgive me. your the girl who had never ever hurts me before and i am truly thankful but i guess i repay your deeds with lotsa problems which hurts you. maybe it's fated. God willing, we'll meet again some other time (:
ps : i'll aways love you.
Labels: your the 1st one whom i actually cried for
|aFiQ MoLeY| 6:06 PM|
Friday, April 2, 2010
Missing........
Sometimes, i just wanna get outta my poblems, but another problems will intefere adn stop my way. It sucks okay! it seriously do! well, i guess i made the biggest mitake in my life so far, i shouldn't have said that, i should'nt have told you off. but i just cant control my feeling and emotions. i told you, that im a pathetic useless friend of yours. im so sad that we turn out to be this way but im hoping that we can be like who we used to be. MEMORIES
Labels: i will not bother to check my fone cuz i know there's no one there
|aFiQ MoLeY| 8:45 PM|
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Saddening huh ?
Someday Everything Will All Make Perfect Senses,
So For Now, Laugh At The Confusion And Smile Through Your Tears.
And Keep Reminding Yourself That Everything Happens For A Reason,
Because I'm Asking You, Can You Hear My Voice Of TREASON ?
Will You Forgive me ?
The Weirdest Thing Happened This Morning,
I Woke Up With Tears In My Eyes And One Rolling Down My Cheek.
From There I Know, That I've Been Thinking About You,
Again.......
Labels: My World Is Empty Without You
|aFiQ MoLeY| 8:06 PM|
Saturday, March 27, 2010
So Far Away ?
This time, This place, Misused, Mistakes Are Just Too long, Too late, Who was I to make you wait. Just one chance, Just one breath, Just in case there's just one left, 'Cause you know', That Iloveyou! I have loved you all along, And I'll miss you as i've. Been far away for far too long. I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go. Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore.On my knees, I'll ask. Last chance for one last dance? 'Cause with you, I'd withstand.
All I've Ever wish Is Just To hold Your Hands, I'd give it all ,I'd give for us. Give anything but I won't give up.
I wanted to stay
'Cause I needed You
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along. :DDD
Labels: So far away ? Again ?
|aFiQ MoLeY| 6:53 AM|
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
KUKUP!!!
alrite ppl long time readi nvr update so i updated pics laaa! about kukup trip! and its just so AWESOMETITANIC!??! hahaha the GEEKS from 5N2 AIR BALOOOOOON! and what a background! JIJIE! SHERMIT Moley, amrita, shermit, Deee THANES what a SMILE! ermmmm!!! 5n2 ARIELL moley AMRITA AHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! adik beradik? KUKUP trip! (apek blakang SIBUK!) Labels: ONE MORE TIME PLEASE
|aFiQ MoLeY| 4:22 AM|
Monday, March 15, 2010
You're Not My FRIEND nor You're My ENEMY
Well people, i've not been blogging recently. As usual, busy with studies, activities, problems and bal bla bla............so just now maths drill, i sucks sia! drill my head with EQUATIONS! hahahah! k tomorrow KUKUP trip! woooooooooo! cannot wait sia! hmmmmm! friday lawan 509, saturday going out! sunday KENDARAT! ayul!!!heheheh! hmmmm then on 31st booomz!!! sighs!
sometimes i just dont understand why ppl argue over small things! it srsly sucks laa! k i should not mention anything more here! back to the top/title! idk him at all! k i just got no mood , so bye!
Labels: you're just a loser
|aFiQ MoLeY| 4:59 AM|
Saturday, March 6, 2010
To Kill A MockingBird Play !Ayie , full cap kau kecik! Best friends i have !
2 specs! LOLBest 5N2 lit students EVER ! Amrita , Afiq Ariell , Moley , Izzie STUPID faceARIELL , AMRITA
K people yesterday's LIT play was just SUPERB laa! i love it soo much! heeeees!
Labels: 3 words...i love it
|aFiQ MoLeY| 8:08 PM|
A BIG DIFFERENCE !
Well people, these few days aren't that awesome as we used to be. Sometimes i just wonder why everything happens in split seconds. BACKSTABS are all over. Well, i understand its part of life but every things have he limit and everyone has their own limit. But this has reach to the extend! YOU KNOW I DON"T LIKE YOU so dont bother laa. No point talking bout me when i don't care at all! My ears are very thick that it no longer hurts when you guys says all of the unwanted things! so , let me tell you k. I know you've been reading my blog recently and TRY READING this!
STICKERS : hahahahah. i didn't expect things to turns up this way but whatever it is, it happened already so no point talking bout it anymore! NANTI AKU TANAM POKOK STICKER DENGAN NAMA KAU , THEN AKU KASIH KAU K! PUAS HATI KAU! aku rasa tak puas jgak! takper nanti aku inlcude I/C number kau skali so kau tak feel offended! hahaah! NO OFFENCE Eh ( insertname here) . SERIOUS SHIT! aku dah malas nak layan ni macam nyer game! be a grown up laa! going 17, sampai bila mahu habis sak ni macam! kiwak IMMATURE SIAL! pantat! k fine aku pon tahu kau tak suka aku! tapi bila aku amik tu step nak at least salam kau, kiwak, jangan buang muka ah! lebih baik tak yah salam per! perangai perangai! tak heran ah salam tak salam! mati pon bkan aku bawak kau! PODAH!
INVITED/NOT INVITED : Up to kau nyer diri ah nak cakap aper. aku tak pasal! k? and aku tak specify pon yang aku reffering to kau so diam2 jer ah!
KICKING ONE MAN CAN MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE : yes i agree! i truly agree, but lets just see what happens next! i dont have any problem with the others and why you yourself have that grudge against me! no point per! kalau nak cakap blakang pon , make sure tak sampai kat AKU ah! tak penting ah ni sumer! srsly aku cakap kau takder kena mengena ngan aper yang terjadi at you know where! so dont bother me or my life with my friends! BUT remember, i didn't mention that your not my or their friends! so no misunderstanding k. lagi satu, apasal tak dtg kat aku? kiter boleh bbl settle cara baik per. bbl blakang dapat aper? syiok? dapat duit? laughter? DAH LAlI LAA TELINGA AKU! tak pasal nyer ah! SO DONT BOTHER POURING ANYMORE KEROSENE TO THE FIRE! aku tak pernah dendam ngan kau. aper yang aku cakap sumer make sense even merepek nyer benda pon tapi tu honest opinion aku per. tak susahkan kau sudah ah! favour ah jangan jaga tepi kain orang ah! kau ader family yang kau boleh jaga, kau ader diri kau sendiri yang kau boleh jaga jgak! abeh asal nak sibok pasal aku. hahahahahahaah! (insertname here). skrng kiter pon bkan samer skolah per! problem kau , kau handle problem aku , aku handle sendiri! tak yah nak act caring and concern plak! sighs! how typical can "FRIENDS" be!
Labels: YOUR NOT MY FRIEND NOT MY ENEMY . get that in mind
|aFiQ MoLeY| 7:45 PM|
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Friends Of The Enemy Of My LIFE !!
I'm lost in confusion, not knowing which way to return to the person I know. This trepidation makes me take it out on someone else. You forever, everybody wins, i don't think so....What would the worst thing be if I took the wheel and I lost control ? No one is safe inside my safety zone........I don't understand but i hear what you're saying, the repetition of my lonely life.....
Somebody tell me why the heart is waging war against the friends of my enemy of your mind ???
It's not your opinion but it sounds like you learnt it from a show and it appears you have lost. So sick of marching in your lonliness parade and stay together underneath your giant tidal wave...
YOUR IMITATED.................................ORDINARY LIFE
Its when that I can't break free, can you take a chance as you let it go?
Indeed I'm HAPPY WITHOUT THE WORDS I"LL NEVER KNOW ! hah! No way to lose when your mimicking, you're paying a no decision for a forbidden home of FRIENDSHIP !
Labels: i just can't .................
|aFiQ MoLeY| 5:40 AM|
Friday, February 26, 2010
It'll be washed off......................................:(
Labels: i can't afford to.......you
|aFiQ MoLeY| 10:49 PM|
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Tuesday, 16 February 2o1oWell today was super happy as im finally back! not just that jer.....i can msg2 someone readi! hees~~. k then kinda migraine around 12- 1 pm ..Wednesday , 17 February 2o1o 1st day!1st day of the workshop was superb. Sat with the bestest cliques ever in 5N ! Happy semcam! haha! k then we met MELVIN, RAFIQ, JEFF, BoNG the trainers from Adam's company. Well stroy telling, introduction adn bla bla bla stuffs.......................shared lots and lots of things.! Became really close to them after 30 mins! heees~~ why am i soo not shy on that day! hahah! k then we learn lots of tips to study. It was damn fun as i enjoyed it a lot!Thursday, 18 February 2o1o 2nd day!Well guys, 2nd day seems to be the saddest day ever in my entire life. I actually broked down and cry in front of the others where Amrita beside me skeep asking for tissue. hahah! and Ezzie laughed at me.....KUWANGASAM! takper zie, jaga kau! hahahah! in other words...( aku tak pernah nampak afiq nangis!) siaaaaaaaaaaaaak kau! hahahah! k i should not share what they mentioned till i actually cried! PROMISE them readi! k thats it! and i actually had that goosebumps before crying when SHIKIN actually cried first! GOSH!
Friday, 19 February 2010 Last day :(K last day was sad as the trainers wont be there during the closing ceremony! hmm before that we did lots and lots of things! i can get that $10 from MELVIN and i took my ACTION! but i refuse to take that money cuz it wont bring me anywhere! hmmm. Sang THE REASON. goodness! so touched sia! sang HERO as well! hmmm! memorable day! anw im sooo lazy to go in detail! post more sooner or laterLabels: ILY
|aFiQ MoLeY| 8:41 AM|
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
HOLIDAY
Okay people! went for so called HOLIDAY laa! kinda fun on saturday and sunday but not for monday and tuesday. So, i guess no need to elaborate that much. Alone , freaking bored , nothing to do.! HOMESICK + LOVESICK = ??????SICK. hahahahha! merepek! Got this stupid ayam! bodoh btol ah lu ayam! bikin gue terkejut banget si! hahah. below are few pics of what happened few days ago. i guess im really in a no mood to write or type! whatever it is, I MISS YOU
And they left .....
Before being alone
Aik! berkemas plak! nani, happy birthday
the food here is very nice
Jam punyalaa BESAR
ibu and adik kat NAILI's Eating place
CONCORDE jakarta HOTEL
one and only beloved ADIK
Ibu & Abah
Licin Sungguh deh ketiak gue! haha
Favourite guitar at INDON ! Uncle Adi & Aunty Aidah Labels: Happy birthday nani
|aFiQ MoLeY| 4:22 AM|