Friday, April 23, 2010
Just Wanna Be With You
No one knows Why I'm into you .
Cause they'll never know what its like to walk in my shoes
No one knows, the things we've been through .
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
Thats why i'll break through .
ps : the reason is you, Dear.
Labels: GOSH, I miss how we used to be
|aFiQ MoLeY| 8:56 AM|
Thursday, April 22, 2010
WHO I AM HATES WHO I'VE BEEN !
I watched the proverbial sunrise, Coming up over the Pacific and You might think I'm losing my mind, But I will shy away from the specifics......,......I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up. Grrrrr!
Stop right there.!
That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line.?
Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there.!
Well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back.
At first, i didn't want you to know who i am Because then, youll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been. And there is no place to live my LIFE !
ps : You changed EVERYTHING
Labels: I want you to know that i miss you .
|aFiQ MoLeY| 6:21 AM|
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Sports Day 2010 / Lepaking, 339 !
Olrite people, today's sports day. i love my class t-shirt, my Amethyst House ( padahal Emerald), and we won actually due to the 5N gerekness! haha. then we went pizza hut to eat. yum yum!!! and we proceeded to 339 to lepak. and its raining so heavily after i sang the song Thunder, hahahah! sorie guys tak dapat maen bola. tapi dapat maen hujan kan. tgk skrng aku dah nak sakit. hahahah! tak pasal ah tu, as long i have fun with you guys sudah.
Now, i've been wondering why the things i most wanted, someone i really wants to be with, some place where i want to go to/ don't want to go, i will tend not to get it more or like not near it or towards it. Okay, now im beginning to be lazy to type, so will post more when something exciting happen!
ps : i wish we could start over again.
Labels: that strange and fishy feeling is really killing me
|aFiQ MoLeY| 5:53 AM|
Saturday, April 10, 2010
_ _ _
I've been alone without you. Inside my mind. And in my dreams I've Hugged You A thousand times. I sometimes see you.
I can see it in your eyes, I can see it in your smile. You're all I've ever wanted.
And my arms are open wide, 'cause i dont know just what to say,
And i dont know just what to do, Cuz I want to tell you so much
I love you.
I long to see the sunlight in your hair, And tell you time and time again
How much I care, Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
, I've just got to let you know, 'cause I wonder where you are And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or am i still hurting you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you
Labels: everything just came to an end
|aFiQ MoLeY| 11:27 AM|
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
It Actually Happened
Sorrow is a lonely feeling, Unsettled is a painful place.
I've lived with both forever till whenever, Since we've parted ways.
I've been wrestling with my conscience, And I found myself to blame.
If there's to be any resolution, I've got to peel my pride away.
I've got something to say,If confession is the road to healing.
Forgiveness is the promised land,I'm reaching out in my conviction.
I'm longing to make amends. So, I'm sorry for the words I've spoken,
For I've betrayed a friend. We've got a love that's worth preserving
And a bond I will be no longer defending. *sighs*
In my pursuit of God, I thirst for holiness, As I approach the Truth, I must consider this.
Offences unresolved, they'll keep me from the throne, Before I go to, my wrong must be atoned.
If there's to be any resolution, please tell me because i have a Question.
Just between you and me,
I've got something' to say and
I wanna get it straight.
Labels: why do i keep checking on my phone when i know there'll be no one there ?
|aFiQ MoLeY| 3:36 AM|
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Only One ______ !
well people, i've not been updating so much since a while. hmmm, some problems to solve as usual. now, im facing the most fragile problem but the problem was resolved yestrday. Since then, everything came back in my mind bout you and me. sighs. but maybe its the best for you, "you happy, so am i" ....im gonna stick to that phrase forever. Bolly, MJ12 really means nthng now as you're with your own stuffs and im doing mine too. really2 miss the time spent together, the laughter, ups and downs, even sharing bout the personal problems. i've told you, among my past, you're the BEST-est (: thanks for the wonderful time, you've changed me alot since day 1 i know you and im not gonna change myslf back to who i am after losing you. so all the promises i made will be kept with me and ii dont wanna betray your trust. once again, im sorry for all the imperfections and wrongdoings. please forgive me. your the girl who had never ever hurts me before and i am truly thankful but i guess i repay your deeds with lotsa problems which hurts you. maybe it's fated. God willing, we'll meet again some other time (:
ps : i'll aways love you.
Labels: your the 1st one whom i actually cried for
|aFiQ MoLeY| 6:06 PM|
Friday, April 2, 2010
Missing........
Sometimes, i just wanna get outta my poblems, but another problems will intefere adn stop my way. It sucks okay! it seriously do! well, i guess i made the biggest mitake in my life so far, i shouldn't have said that, i should'nt have told you off. but i just cant control my feeling and emotions. i told you, that im a pathetic useless friend of yours. im so sad that we turn out to be this way but im hoping that we can be like who we used to be. MEMORIES
Labels: i will not bother to check my fone cuz i know there's no one there
|aFiQ MoLeY| 8:45 PM|
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Saddening huh ?
Someday Everything Will All Make Perfect Senses,
So For Now, Laugh At The Confusion And Smile Through Your Tears.
And Keep Reminding Yourself That Everything Happens For A Reason,
Because I'm Asking You, Can You Hear My Voice Of TREASON ?
Will You Forgive me ?
The Weirdest Thing Happened This Morning,
I Woke Up With Tears In My Eyes And One Rolling Down My Cheek.
From There I Know, That I've Been Thinking About You,
Again.......
Labels: My World Is Empty Without You
|aFiQ MoLeY| 8:06 PM|